My H3aRt : Thanks & Sorry...

10th April 2011 SUNDAY

Few month ago..there were lot of thing happened between me & my friends. I don't know is there any misunderstand or even someone purposely to did so. But there is lot of question mark in my heart. I very clear that , there is useless to talk abt this again...what past ady past & i don't wish to mentioned it repeating. Time to stop all the childish behavior.

First of all, i know u still following my blog & update with me. I want to apologized with what i had did to you before, even though i must deny that not all my fault but there sure must someone to sacrificed maybe. I really don't wish such kind of thing keep repeating & struggling each others. Because i know u still concern me...if u still sincere like before and forgive. I hope you understand, i am not pointing the fault to anyone...just i wish to let go. I should not too trust anyone & believe with what i heard from. I am fell into an INVISIBLE TRAP. I should not involved all the thing. Because everyone got their freedom to do whatever they want. Just like what u said...i got no right to judge u if i don't understand u well.

I am not regretted with what i had done before, at least i gained a lesson from this case. I know we won't good like before again...but i hope u can forgive & let go all the thing as well. Let's all the thing back to normal. Last, I hope you're happiness...and thank you.

My H3aRt : ♥♥♥

2nd April 2011 Saturday

Recently, i do try hard to make some changes in my life. However, till today i just found actually it was unchanged still. what happened is already happened, and time won't go backward. Life is hard to making changes isn't it?? Can anyone tell me the answer?? No doubt...I'm confusing.

The good way to comforting myself is "lying". That's what i realized. God...hv u be with me?? i am no that strong as what others think actually. I am just a simple girl even though i am acting stronger always. I need someone to hear me & understand me too. But till now no one can give me to rely beside my family. Independent is good...but too independent making me feel loneliness.

Heavy workload, non stop classes and hanging out...all the thing still can't satisfy myself still. Yeap...i should admit it...i am that useless & over emotion sometimes. God...can u hear me?? People told me when u lost something sure will gain something back. So, what i gain from the friendship i lost?? God will only know maybe...

Unforgettable February Life...

16th March 2011 Wednesday

It's been really long long long time i didn't updated my blog ady. Very 3asy...i am just kinda busy & LAZY haha >.<"!! Let has a summary about my recent life. Well, since last time i were declared all the thing in my blog. Finally i got a conclusion, and that's it i lost one of best friend. From tat case i did learned something. Ppl are always SELFISH. They know how to say how to pretend and even know how to blind, but just want to protect theirself. haha...sound kinda funny right? But that's fact and i were really tired to believe anyone again. Lastly, i choose to silent & leave it. I dun feel want to explain anything again...and it is useless & pointless. I did really fed up... and i apologized with what i had done wrong. Although it was quite emo when the time i spent at KL..but it was lot of fun still ^_^!! Especially those yummy foods, seriously i am weak on "Anti foods" ...haha but i did enjoy lot ^_^
Let share some pics here....cheers ^_^

This was my 1st meal after ended the meeting at Putrajaya ^^

Finally i went t-Bowl at Sungai Wang, there is really creative design...Love It^^

My laopo & 3e Tat...they are always funny haha ^^

The Next day i went to Sunway Pyramid & had our dinner @ Sushi King =)

No doubt i am promoting the Green Tea haha >.<" Does both of them look alike?? haha....

Went to my favorite place where @ Jln Ipoh to grabbed some dim sum as my supper ^^

Yumcha with all my dear friends at Steven Corner...Honey with M3. Thx q for sharing all ur thing to me...i will always by ur side whenever u need me ^^

Took brunch with Mr Bryan @ Georgetown..seriously i miss the Choc Soya T.T"

High T3a @ The Garden Cafe, seriously i love high tea muchie coz it was really relax.

Korean Food @ Desa Park City


Lastly, although is lot of sadness happened, but i will still looking forward till the day i really give up all the hopes in my lif3. I believe 3verything gonna be alright & Ok...That's how i comforting myself always. Stay strong...Cheers ^_^